It has been struggling since 2 years ago to get any chances to apply the application. Sometimes I questioning my self “what have you been doing?”
Yes, it was a problem when I want to apply 2 years ago, I need to have 6 years working experience since my bachelor degree not inline with my job, it was very annoying that time, I need to hold everything.
Then, a years ago, I have a cute boy, my first son, everything going well until one night when I studied to prepare an exam, I saw my baby’s face, and I pensive for a long time, ended with questioning again my self once again “what need I do to have a proper education, better health coverage, security, and environment for my baby?”
I could use insurance, but that is not the best answer. Then I thought why not continue my plan again.
My choices fall into two destination. I started review all things about first choice, contacted agent, and off course starting IELTS preparation again.
IELTS preparation torture me, it was the hardest exam that I ever took, even compared to my CCIE attempt. I don’t know why, maybe that’s because we do not use English as first language here.
So, I need to read, read, and read again all things, all module, included all tools to help my preparation, one of them is this blog.
I just wondering, why this journey so heavy and hard? Maybe… it’s too valuable and worth it.